Sad.......?

I can understand why you would be feeling sad. Try to be as strong as you can during this time, because you're going to need some strength to get over these "bumps" in the road. If you are overwhelmed with these issues then it would be best to speak to a counsellor about this or even a therapist, just to help you deal with what's going on, so that later on in life they won't come back to haunt you. If you don't you're at risk at developing post traumatic stress disorder, and that won't be too helpful for later situations in your life. Hang in there, it must be tough, but you will get through it.